chelloooo

hmm. 2:30am-ish.

a little late for a... late night rant full of emotion and teen angst?

only, wait.. i'm not a teen anymore, am i?

HA! but i will confess, if i knew half of what i know now, when i WAS a teen, i would be un-effin-touchable.

it's amazing how reflective i can be at times like this.
i mean,

a friend and i were having a conversation today.. and we both agreed, that it's both amazing and unbelievable how much we have learned in the past year. but not only in the past year, but even just in the last month... or even week.

and i think it's really funny, that now. at this point in my life, at this exact moment, i feel like i know so much, and i know enough to be able to function completely and not let a bump in the road phase me at all.

and then i realize how that statement is complete nonsense. because, well, it's only a matter of time until something EXTRA CRAZY and UNORDINARY happens, and i realize that i am, again, learning something new. learning about someone, or how fucked up life can be, or how crazy.. or awkward... or whatever.

i guess the point is....
that i'm totally babbling

AND.
i love how muh i learn, every day.. about people, and their ways. no matter how good or bad their ways may be. or how selfish and awful their intentions are.

people intrigue me. very much so.

and i'm happy that i am able to learn from both my mistakes, and the mistakes of others.

blah.
this blog sucked.

i'll remember not to blog when i'm bored and suffering from insomnia at random hours in the morning, while obsessively watching season 3 of the OC...


ah.
skank-holler.